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Hello, [28 Sep 2007|06:58pm]
I dont think anyone ever reads this right? So maybe it's a good idea to post here.
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Pretend you never met me [27 Mar 2007|08:25pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]


Back to school today. 10 rounds for PE, timing decreased by 1 minute. God, i'm so very glad. Anyway school today was, lifeless. I was dreaming throughout the whole day of school today. Esp maths, I cant seem to pay attention. Somehow my minds flies somewhere else. Hah, Marie has to buck up. Art tmrw, it's bloody art tmrw. And I'm not done with my artwork. I'm so dead. But who cares anyway. Ij Fiesta prac tmr! Like dance, finallyyyy. Techniques are just not counted. :DPractically the whole of pulchritude didnt reply my msg! Damnn yall. Now i have to go call everyone. Rawrh.

I have to do art noww.

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Hoping you'll be there for me in the end. [26 Mar 2007|08:30pm]
[ mood | anxious ]


Okay, so now i dont feel like going back to school. It's always the case yknow. Anw, i've been sitting, staring hoping to be able to think of a suitable hypothesis. With Beyonce's Listen playing over and over again, depressing yknow. So school tmrw, quite a couple of things undone. Likee sayy, Science proj, DNT, Art and yadayada. I have to stop hanging out yknow, I have absolutely no time. For a good start, hardcore studying starts tmrw. :D I hope it all works out.

I'm superly duperly worried for science tmrw, we are so screwed for the presentation. No rehersal whatsoever, how can i not worry? Plus Ms Au is traumatizing, I have reason to worry yknow. And then I remembered its2.4 for PE tmrw, how tiring. I'm so unfit i cant stand myself. Not forgetting art, which is so screwed, cause nothing's done. Ohmy mama, how now. I'm thinking of changing to wordpress, smth like Lianne pok's. Lovin' the format.

She said, 'I hate being another one of your one-time-flings.'

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Could've been so beautiful. [26 Mar 2007|09:52am]
[ mood | bored ]



Today is E-learning day again. Ohgod, no one knows how much i hate this. I dont even know what assignments to do and how. Rarwh, I'm angry. So anyway, today i'm supposed to go watch Stomp the Yard with Nut, Bel and company. But i dont feel like, i dont know why. So i think staying home will be a good idea for today. :D So kidscentral has been on since early morning, I swear Blue's clues makes me happy. Ohh! And there's this barbie ad about some puppy dog that can poo. How funny. 

The internet connection is so very bad. Anyway, here's a picture of Aly and I.
Sorry i didnt flip it. : /

I'll prolly blog again later. 
I'm bored shitzx.

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Twisted fates and broken hearts. [25 Mar 2007|12:28pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

I have big, broad, ugly shoulders. ):

I have the sudden urge to blog, i dont know whyy. So anw, i had a pretty funny conversation with Nut the Butt ytd. I swear she cracks me up. And i dare say i'm the most sucessful codename creator everr! Hawhawhaw. Anyway, it's Stomp the Yard with Nut and gang on Monday. Ohh joyy, Chris Brown is MY BABY. Hahahaha. I think it'll be staying home again today. ): I WANT SCHOOL I WANT SCHOOL I WANT SCHOOL. ):

Lalameowmeowshshpoopoo.

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So tell me, is this all just a facade? [24 Mar 2007|07:05pm]
[ mood | crazy ]



I'm sorry about the previous post. After that i got lotsa people asking if i was okay, i wasnt okay, then. But i'm definately better now. Mum pissed me off last night. And i dont think it'll be a good idea to type it all out. Ytd just wasnt a good day. Anw, good news is, i'm sick. What good news, seriously. After that splitting headache last night, flu set in. Ohgod, save me. Today was a wasted day. I did my hair in the morning, and i fell asleep while the hairdresser was doing treatment, and she had to wake me up. Hah. Then i came home did DNT, and brought lil' Nic to the supermarket. Bought her baby biscuits and dropped her off at granny's. I swear she is the most adorable thing that you could ever find. Esp when she imitates the way you talk. I love toddlers. :D

I suprisingly want to go back to school. I dont think anyone knows how boring E-learning is. It's like locking someone up with a computer thats most of the time hung due to the ohsomany people trying to access the same site. Gosh, waste of time. I have to catch up on studying soon, i'm so lagging behind. Godknows why i was posted to 2/3, whyy oh whyy. That reminds me, i have yet to show my report book to mum, i wonder when i'll have the guts. God. I hope tmrw wont be spent home again. With sickening art and no TV shows to watch. ):

Time for dinner, later alligator! 

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[23 Mar 2007|09:17pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Thanks for making me cry.

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All i wanna do is find my way back into love. [22 Mar 2007|05:54pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

And so Emo Nemo strikes back. 

Hello all, I'm back from Sports day and i dont wanna talk abt it.Had lucnh with Shalyn and company then, I went walking around with Nut and Jia after all that. I swear, i hate those serious talks we have. No, i dont mean it. I enjoy everybit of their company, serious or not. So anyway, Nut and I have declared we have problematic lives. Gosh, that sucks. Esp when the talk just goes all quiet, you know we're in deep thought. Then the super anti-climax Tan Jiahui'll go crack some cold joke that'll keep us laughing and laughing. And then Nut said, 'It's funny how no matter how upset we are we always end up laughing at some point of time'. Pretty much explains why i love the two so so much, thats cos they keep me laughing. :D Yay for yall, I love you two. 

Result slips are out, and i want to breakdown. I dont even know how am i gonna face Mum. Disappointment yet again, though i know this was likely expected. Time to get down to bussiness and study, but somehow no matter how hard i try, nothing works. So while you watch the others gloat and say, 'Oh my, only 4 A1s?' You shy away cos youve got none. Gosh, if you did well, then stop feigning like you didnt. Sucker.

Thank you for cheering me up.

I'm sadly going through a very confusing part of my life now, and i all i could ask of is to stoping probing and asking if i'm okay. Because i'm not, &there's nothing you can do. So stop pressurising me, with your threats if i dont spill the beans. I dont want to, and neither am i going to. Nut and Jia, i'm glad youre the ones i trust with this. :D

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Tell me boy now won't that be sweet? [20 Mar 2007|08:29pm]
[ mood | sick ]


My stomach hurtssssssss. ): It's like everytime i breathe i feel my stomach! Pain, pain, pain. Tmr's the last cheer prac, and Wendi Lai is making me so so so scared. Rahh, Stupid her. Nvm redhouse we can we can! Ooh yay! I have so much of English proj to do. Everything's due tmrw, ohmgod. I could faint lar. !@#!@# Sorry for the short post larr.

My stomach still hurtsss.

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Sweet love. [19 Mar 2007|09:10pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

 



So its a big yellow HELLO! to livejournal. :D I dont know why the sudden urge to switch, but yeahhh. HERE I AM! So today was back to school day, didnt seem as bad as i thought! It was acutally, shockingly, a very good day! Though my day didnt start THAT well, not being able to wake up in the morning, and then running to school with the downpour. Pfft, the retreat saved my soul. I love retreats, IJ girls are goddamned lucky! Retreat started off okay, and then things started to get a lil emotional. No doubt we're all girls lah, so there's no big wonder that the tears were formed.

SO ANYWAY, I found out some juicy news from Meishi and Jiaher today. I'm so happy for the two babes, like really. The bimbos will face no more emo-ness aiighty? Yeahhhh, I <3333 yall. :D Cheer today was quite good actually, managed to get quite alot of things done. Though i admit redhouse isnt really up to it yet, I'M SURE EVERYTHING WILL FALL INTO PLACE, SOON. : DDD So tmrw's the official start of lessons, no homeroom system. And i'm glad! This way my sleep wont be interrupted. :DD Yeahhhfooo.

You try your best to fight that nemesis in you, and though you know the whole world's up against you.  Youre strong, and you keep fighting.

It's called never say die. :D


 

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